status quotes from FB (miguel)

I may have seen these before, but as it goes with everything seeing something repeatedly you already know is an instant reminder...

- If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you then you know

my question ( don't you have to fight for things sometimes? so when do you know to fight or let it go...) faith, trust that its in God's hands I suppose...? or ..?

- Don't put someone as a priority when they only see you as an option

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-  ‎"The struggles make me stronger, and the changes make me wise, and happiness has its own way of takin' its sweet time."

(agreed)

P.S. world,


Its official! I'm going to teach 6th grade math starting Monday. Well training and teacher inservice starts. School starts the 16th.

its crazy. long story, long summer....things still aren't over. longer update later...

i need to vent

I come across new leads every now and then. They are good except I hate altering the cover letter for each one.

I finally applied to HISD 2 days ago. The one I was stubborn with since the beginning. The one I had an early special round of interview I could've gone to and know I would've made it through, probably with a m.s. math job by now.

Anyways, I'm tired. I haven't once thought of giving up yet, since I really can't. But I'm starting to feel discouraged. Just not knowing where that place is for me. Every new lead I think sounds good, I can see myself in it. What are my plans supposed to be?!?! Where do I belong? I just feel plain lost.

off to do another one.

summer days...drifting away...

I can't wait to not look at another cover letter again for awhile.

I find new ones to submit, but why is it so hard to stay focused and repeat the process after one is sent out.

I've been reading weddingbee lately and I recognize bloggers from 2 yrs ago (what does this say about me? i don't really know. Just pointing the fact out.)

I turn to other things when I want to avoid. Avoid = Things on my to-do list, people, my emotions, and the situation.

I want to look back one day and wonder how I got through this summer and how I am getting through each day right now. But I already know the answer, only You.

I have long over due pictures from last summer I need to upload on facebook or some picture hosting site.

I must submit one more before I sleep. Its 2:40. But its ok, I wake up at noon.

I want to cry sometimes. But it won't come out.

what will it be like?

what will tomorrow be like?

monday?

next week? 2 weeks? next month on aug 5th?

where will I be, what will I be doing....

1, 3...

5 yrs?

Im waiting.