I was thinking of how to start this entry, wanting to do a quick blog for it being the night before 1 of 2 interviews this week. Praise was the immediate thing that came to mind.
How do I begin giving Him praise and expressing my feelings towards Him...how do I describe how great He is, how He provides and works..
for some reason out of nowhere this line sang through my head. "You are beautiful beyond description...."
(everything above ran through my mind in about 30 seconds...)
From an old worship song I don't hear as much of lately.
The lyrics are even more WOW as I am reading them over again. There isn't a more perfect song or words to describe who He is and how I feel about Him right now....
it really is weird how that line just popped into my head. I wasn't even thinking along the lines of songs or much less anything when I was trying to think of how to start expressing my awe for Him and what He has provided in this short time...
"You Are Beautiful Beyond Description"
You are beautiful beyond description
Too marvelous for words
Too wonderful for comprehension
Like nothing ever seen or heard
Who can grasp Your infinite wisdom
Who can fathom the depths of Your love
You are beautiful beyond description
Majesty, enthroned above
And I stand, I stand in awe of You
I stand, I stand in awe of You
Holy God to whom all praise is due
I stand in awe of You
You are beautiful beyond description
Too marvelous for words
Too wonderful for comprehension
Like nothing ever seen or heard
Who can grasp Your infinite wisdom
Who can fathom the depths of Your love
You are beautiful beyond description
Majesty, enthroned above
And I stand, I stand in awe of You
I stand, I stand in awe of You
Holy God to whom all praise is due
I stand in awe of You
Yes, I stand in awe of You
I stand in awe of You
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
too good at hiding
My dad asked my brother last week what our credit lines were for our credit cards. I didn't let him finish talking beyond that partly because I was busy about to do a live info session for my Connections Academy thing and I knew what was coming and didn't want to face it...
Since then, I've still been trying to block out what lays ahead and presenting that fear to God....
I just don't know what to do or what will happen!! There are so many deadlines in these next few months. I really don't know how they are going to be taken care of...But I feel like its on me to make it happen.
I know its impossible for me to do it. So please Father, make it ok...bearable at least.
* Just finished my online/phone interview with the school...waiting on news going forward for both that and the oil and gas company around the end of this week...
Since then, I've still been trying to block out what lays ahead and presenting that fear to God....
I just don't know what to do or what will happen!! There are so many deadlines in these next few months. I really don't know how they are going to be taken care of...But I feel like its on me to make it happen.
I know its impossible for me to do it. So please Father, make it ok...bearable at least.
* Just finished my online/phone interview with the school...waiting on news going forward for both that and the oil and gas company around the end of this week...
Sunday, June 13, 2010
nothing left but PRAYER
Father,
Only You know the plans which are greater than ours. You are so patient with me even when I want to jump ahead in so many instances. When I make mistakes because I end up taking control and relying on myself. You wait for me to come back to you with open arms and showed me last summer that you would provide. Is this opportunity something you are presenting to me and providing right now, this year? It really sounds too good to be true! But You do the impossible, you open doors, is this my door?? So many positions along the way outside of Education I have wanted so far. From different things within the real estate industry, to accounting, to engineering. But everything seems bleak because I don't have Accounting as my B.S. anymore.... So how is it that a door can open for me in the Business/Engineering world with my Education degree. AND this entry level opportunity is specifically requesting someone from an education background because teachers have been successful hires! They have excellent training and lots of room for advancement. Really?!? I have an interest in real estate as well. But of course You already know my interest for the Oil and Gas industry is greater..Thanks to somehow all 4 of my clients during my internship falling in that industry! Was this seed meant to be planted?? I know I will be disappointed if those 2 positions have already been filled since its been just about 2 wks since it was first requested. But I know I need to place my trust in you Father. Whether it is for these positions to still be open, being able to pass that competency test that 6 plp have failed so far for the position, or whether I am meant to teach instead right now....
It seems like this is soo meant to be. My GPA falls right over their requirement and how crazy is it that they are requesting an education background person?! I know that the work I do will be the best, they will be pleased they hired me. I'm not trying to be over confident, but I am excited because I know I will do, learn, and approach this already with a passion.
Help me approach all of this with an attitude of openness and readiness to work my hardest whichever field has that open door. I've thought so many times that a certain thing is what I want. Please align what I want to be what You want instead, in Your time.
<3
me
Only You know the plans which are greater than ours. You are so patient with me even when I want to jump ahead in so many instances. When I make mistakes because I end up taking control and relying on myself. You wait for me to come back to you with open arms and showed me last summer that you would provide. Is this opportunity something you are presenting to me and providing right now, this year? It really sounds too good to be true! But You do the impossible, you open doors, is this my door?? So many positions along the way outside of Education I have wanted so far. From different things within the real estate industry, to accounting, to engineering. But everything seems bleak because I don't have Accounting as my B.S. anymore.... So how is it that a door can open for me in the Business/Engineering world with my Education degree. AND this entry level opportunity is specifically requesting someone from an education background because teachers have been successful hires! They have excellent training and lots of room for advancement. Really?!? I have an interest in real estate as well. But of course You already know my interest for the Oil and Gas industry is greater..Thanks to somehow all 4 of my clients during my internship falling in that industry! Was this seed meant to be planted?? I know I will be disappointed if those 2 positions have already been filled since its been just about 2 wks since it was first requested. But I know I need to place my trust in you Father. Whether it is for these positions to still be open, being able to pass that competency test that 6 plp have failed so far for the position, or whether I am meant to teach instead right now....
It seems like this is soo meant to be. My GPA falls right over their requirement and how crazy is it that they are requesting an education background person?! I know that the work I do will be the best, they will be pleased they hired me. I'm not trying to be over confident, but I am excited because I know I will do, learn, and approach this already with a passion.
Help me approach all of this with an attitude of openness and readiness to work my hardest whichever field has that open door. I've thought so many times that a certain thing is what I want. Please align what I want to be what You want instead, in Your time.
<3
me
Friday, June 11, 2010
so fickle
I am so fickle...
Saw some positions open up again for a campus I initially applied to. Pretty sure some strings can be pulled to get me an interview along with me doing my part. I think I'm afraid to actually get it as weird as it sounds. But of course I don't want to be over confidant. I just feel like I better know for sure I want to accept it if I get offered since strings were pulled for me to get a foot in the door in the first place.
anyways....who knows what I'll be writing about tomorrow
Really glad I finally went to the women's sg tonight. Beth Moore on DVD over Esther..... fear, faith, courage, choices......
Saw some positions open up again for a campus I initially applied to. Pretty sure some strings can be pulled to get me an interview along with me doing my part. I think I'm afraid to actually get it as weird as it sounds. But of course I don't want to be over confidant. I just feel like I better know for sure I want to accept it if I get offered since strings were pulled for me to get a foot in the door in the first place.
anyways....who knows what I'll be writing about tomorrow
Really glad I finally went to the women's sg tonight. Beth Moore on DVD over Esther..... fear, faith, courage, choices......
Thursday, June 10, 2010
this has to be IT. I hope it, I pray it.....
http://www.connectionsacademy.com/texas-houston-school/home.aspx
Came across this today. I am so excited reading the job descriptions and responsibilities! It is the something different, something in between my past business experiences and current education field..
Can't wait to apply and get in touch with the recruiter!!
Only You control which doors open and close, please let this be the open one....
Came across this today. I am so excited reading the job descriptions and responsibilities! It is the something different, something in between my past business experiences and current education field..
Can't wait to apply and get in touch with the recruiter!!
Only You control which doors open and close, please let this be the open one....
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