nothing left but PRAYER

Father,


Only You know the plans which are greater than ours. You are so patient with me even when I want to jump ahead in so many instances. When I make mistakes because I end up taking control and relying on myself. You wait for me to come back to you with open arms and showed me last summer that you would provide. Is this opportunity something you are presenting to me and providing right now, this year? It really sounds too good to be true! But You do the impossible, you open doors, is this my door?? So many positions along the way outside of Education I have wanted so far. From different things within the real estate industry, to accounting, to engineering. But everything seems bleak because I don't have Accounting as my B.S. anymore....  So how is it that a door can open for me in the Business/Engineering world with my Education degree. AND this entry level opportunity is specifically requesting someone from an education background because teachers have been successful hires! They have excellent training and lots of room for advancement. Really?!? I have an interest in real estate as well. But of course You already know my interest for the Oil and Gas industry is greater..Thanks to somehow all 4 of my clients during my internship falling in that industry! Was this seed meant to be planted?? I know I will be disappointed if those 2 positions have already been filled since its been just about 2 wks since it was first requested. But I know I need to place my trust in you Father. Whether it is for these positions to still be open, being able to pass that competency test that 6 plp have failed so far for the position, or whether I am meant to teach instead right now....

It seems like this is soo meant to be. My GPA falls right over their requirement and how crazy is it that they are requesting an education background person?! I know that the work I do will be the best, they will be pleased they hired me. I'm not trying to be over confident, but I am excited because I know I will do, learn, and approach this already with a passion.

Help me approach all of this with an attitude of openness and readiness to work my hardest whichever field has that open door. I've thought so many times that a certain thing is what I want. Please align what I want to be what You want instead, in Your time.

<3

me