The week starts off great, I feel confident, I can do this mentality...I still have it, but I admit I had/have a slight bump along the way just tonight. :(
I know satan delights in when we are weak. When we lose faith in God for even a moment. I just have to keep remembering that He designated this time for us to become better for what lays ahead for us... (loop, repeat this..) Remembering that and all that I've learned lately from Rom, Matt, etc...and I'll be ok..
Yesterday I felt better than this time last week and I know by this time next week, I'll be better still...
It's like the start of each week is something new for me right now.
Last week was the start of letting it sink in....
This week is more of change in the pattern and routine of things, along with it sinking in.
Spending my time at the computer lab doing assignments instead of the comforts of elsewhere. Going to the gym, bringing all my stuff and showering there before I leave to avoid the low water pressure at the house. Eating McDonalds and other random junk on the go. Feeling like I'm tip toeing in someone else's home, following their rules. Technically I guess I am since its not my place.
Maybe I'm just being extra sulky since its the first day back after over a month. My negativity surrounding the environment is coming out full force right now sigh. and I have to share a room now =(
Oh well, thats life for now. There are more important and bigger things...
One day.... :)
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